teh kitteh language

taken from lolcats

coz i is miss my 3+1 kitteh (Neko, Dude, Boroi and unofficial Moonteh) at home

ps:if i has new kitteh, i is name it Winston

insecurities

Bursting,

Overflowing.

Yet, the world cannot know

How frustrating...

i swear, i am not lost.yet.

Forgive me if I was pushy

I just don't want to build castles in the sky

guarding my jealousy

and turning it to pride

I still endearingly

wish you are by my side

entah.lah.

nak makan nasi lemak roti canai

nak makeover rambut and buat facial (nak kak angie SAHAJA.taknak orang lain buatkan)

nak pergi shopping benda-benda mengarut and don't have to think about money

nak beli butang and fabric paint and canvas and beads

nak nyanyi lagu lady gaga kuat-kuat

nak menari melompat bergoyang to david guetta and akon

nak skype dengan amirot and dude

nak lepak dengan sasi

nak main scrabble dengan zakwan

nak study for midterm algebra next week (not)

nak laugh without a reason

(tak) nak masak

nak tido berkubu bawah blanket dengan bantal busuk (tapi tertinggal kat msia)

nak pergi swimming kat Monterez. preferebly dengan ninot, lingling, and nabnab

nak pergi kedai mamak dengan ayah

nak pergi bangsar dengan mama

nak balik

How can I forget? :)

Taylor's University College:
I will never forget the day when someone totally random offered me a hand to carry my bag to class because he thinks its too heavy for me.

University of Alberta:
I will not forget today too when another random person offered me a hand to carry my books to the library.

Thank you random guys. Whoever you are.
:)

Lab

You practically lured me to the workbench where I was dissected segment by segment. Then every single vulnerable cell of mine was exposed and amplified under you microscope. I was observed and I know, you were making mental observations of my nature. I was scrutinized and synthesized. All in one glorious afternoon.

What was I even thinking?

Speaking the same language does not mean that we understand each other.

But you know what?

Give me one more glorious afternoon and I don't mind basking under the light of your microscope again.

The issues with 'Ainaa'

people are having trouble pronouncing my name.
you may blame it on:

1)the amount of A it takes to spell my name. (3 out of 5 letters in my first name consists of the letter A)

2)the awkward intials of my name. (yes, it really is A.S.S. Thank you parents.)

3)my face. chinese?japanese? (You can't figure out where I come from, let alone know where Malaysia is. so I don't expect you to know how to say my name properly anyways)

And I thought Ainaa is a common name. I feel so exotic :)

late night sessions

ada orang perasan diri dia Chuck Bass (kalau kaya)

ada orang perasan diri dia Blair Waldorf (kalau kaya)

pppfffttt :)

you know you love me (kalau Gossip Girl)

Marathon

Wanted:

an out of world sensation

nothing LSD- or alcohol-fueled.

Just pure intoxication

Wanted:

muse.

no Calliope, Clio, Erato, Urana or any other daughters of Zeus

Just pure invocation.

Enough of phrases and conceits and metaphors. I want burning, burning, burning.

enough

ok that's it you just snapped the rubber band.

strike one.