awaken

Nothing like a good kick in the butt to wake you up again to reality. I've been so lost in my own world, so caught up in my own ideas. Boundaries that I have crossed, words that weren't meant to be said. I wish I could run back to familiar faces, but I realise that's not what I want at this moment. I don't want to go back and turn the time either. I wish I could fast forward and see what is the reason behind this, because the only reason I can see right now is that I should have not relied on anybody else but God Almighty.

The Longest Weekend

How is it possible to have a 4 day weekend? Is it because whenever I am with you I feel like I am on a holiday? Reckless, free, no plans to hold us down. Every hour seem to slow down, a minute feels satisfyingly long. If we can stretch this to an eternity, then I do not have to worry about stopping the time to take all of this in.

inclined

For the past few months, my world has turned upside down, inside out. Because it collided with a different world, so foreign from mine.

I have never felt so insecure in my entire life. But one question puts all doubts to rest. I knew it had to be dealt with anyways. It loomed above us, just like thunderclouds rolling in bringing inevitable shower and rain. I am glad we addressed it, if not my ego will always get in the way.

The problem is, where do we go from here now?